went towning with my pri sch buds manda and vanne
nice time catching up man!
miss them to bits haha
oh well mos on sat with fiona and manda johannes and ken the slut
fun night to begin with till i drank a lil too much
crazy things threafter.
i feel terribly confused about it not knowing what to do.
maybe someone can enlighten me perhaps on my actions
listening to we are the reason by avalon
i reflected that god has been far away in my life
singing this songs just makes me miss jesus
oh well i am gettign all holy and emo now

-we were the reason that he gave his life
-we were the reson that he suffered and died
-for a world that was lost he gave all he could give
-showed us a reson to live

oh well i guess the pms and fever and flu isnt helping much either

things to do on my checklist
1.lose weight.run run run girl
2.get my studies on track
3.stop emoing and pmsing
4.move on with life

some things arent just worth waiting for

haha! oh well the weekends are over
went out with AMANDA after like ages man on friday
took her for a tour around clarke quay :))
chilled and cam whored yaya!
i cant wait for wed ladies night and sat for villa bali
then i will be seeing vannessa too ;)pri sch friends rock
its been a long time and we have all grown up and changed

OH WELL SAT WAS FUN MEETING FIONA IN TOWN .
meet kenneth the paper sword too ;)
hung ard ms for awhile deciding to check out phunk bar wtf right haha
didtn get ot meet darcy and mervyn cause i was tired
nxt week yay!
i have got losta plans for this week better study cheryl hahaha!
am gg for the uk trip
more shopping to go wheeeee..ahahhaha
finally drank absolut raspberry after so long its soo nice
i sound like an alcoholic shit

peekture time .but not now
tutorials comes first

oh well i am determined to keep to my resolutions
:)

everytime i close my eyes i think about things haha
i am done being emo
surprise!!i met joshua just now :)had a nice time catching up with him
yea man oh what was i thinking arrgh
fiona is right channel my feelings into something else
my guru man
i show you what i have got.
its vengence time.playtimee!!
but no dates for me this weekk.its ladies week.
time to get my life back on track.with my girlfriends:))

am going out with amanda tml
haha have yet to seen this babe in a longggggggggg time
wheee chillin:)
arab and studying with fiona on sat
chilling with kenneth the cousin
i need to drink.seriously it makes me happy
oh yea i want to club next week too.
i cant stop myself from dancing each time i hear rnb songs.pop that bootyyy
okay am on a high now from eating cornetto minis
wadevur..
i shall stick ot my resolution from tml onwards lol!

-erased the memories
-deleted the photos
yay.

i am walking away from the troubles in my life
the troubles i brought upon in my life
the troubles i have created
am so busted man.
guess it wasnt a fairytale afterall.
not worth the drama.
forget the karma.

i hope i could go.its up to god now
thinking about it. i have not been to church in a really long time.
jesus i need you now.my source of strength

looking at the mirror
she tells herself its not worth it
i had enough.
its time to move on.
please spare me any more mind games

ok last week was fun
fri at arab
seesha with my new singles club
haha pseudo.ken fiona and meee

i am the CEO yeah baby
:)tried turkish beer too
its a nice place to chill
saturday was a movie date with mervyn wathcing meet the robinsons
drove around in his car looking for food and ended up at holland v wala's and tcc
hahah vodlka lime after one week of abstinence from alcohol :D yayness

peektures of my new haircut.punk factor thrown in haha!
oh well i like this song everytime i close my eyes
its so nice and getting me all emo inside
sometimes i wonder what i do to deserve this man

i need assurance and yet u make me sad
guess its not worth it

fiona says hi!
cheryl says bye
we just pigged out on BREAD BREAD BREAD with peanut butter with chocolate cookie crips !
embrace the FATNESS :D
shakes my cramping butt and tighs
ok i am mad

oh well heya to all
half the week is gone already
it has been raining for the past few days
the boredom.the gloomy weather and its reflection on my current mood also
got my results back a sub pass for geog .improvement in econs though i still flunk it
maths as usual a fail
gp a pass! and thank god for lit i did pass :D yayness

ignoring my mum for now .i will not back down i swear

these three days has proved to be therapeutic to me
alone time you know
those nice long talks with fiona at the mrt platform and our lil game to wait till both opp trains arrives at the same time and till then will we go home :)
she makes a good listener and advisor <33

pondering if my decision is right
letting it all out.a gamble i guess
a tinge of regret now that i kinda figured out things
i guess u do lose sometimes
actions speak louder than words

oh well move on cheryl u dumb twit.
shisha on friday-ken the new single's club memeber yay
movie date on sat :D
chilling too.might be clubbing yupp
gawd i have no will power $#%%@#$&$4




i just love this song to bits :))
innuendo to it.

Beautiful liar

Nobody makes me a prey...
Oh, you don't say Beyonce
Oh, Is Sasha, Is Sasha

He said, Im worth it, his whim desire

He kissed me, his one and only
(This) Beautiful Liar
Why are we the ones who suffer
Ahora dime,
He Wont be the one to cry

Lets not kill the Karma
Lets not start a fight
Its not worth the drama
For a Beautiful Liar

I just trusted him
I saw you together
I didnt know about you then 'till I saw you with him again
I walked in on your love scene
Bailando Suave
You stole everything
how could you say I did you wrong


When the pain and heartbreaks over
Ahora dime
The innocence is gone




And I wish I could free you
of the hurt and the pain
but the answer is simple
he's the one to blame


Somos hermanas tonight