friendship

ok correction to the picture okay.that cutie boy is nicholas :)
anw lets talk about friendship
what is friendship?
"friends forever friends together"
ok lets tear that quote apart and decipher it
in my opinion i feel that it means just being there for each other
lending a crying shoulder when needed, talking gossiping sharing each others thoughts,being the first person to share your joy. with.
well its subjective to me i guess
u cannnot define friendship just by how much you guys hang out together
no by the minutes and seconds you clock in
not everything has to done in such a way i ask u first and ask others later
u get what i mean. things dont have to be done in an orderly manner according to "status"
a casual invitation to go out can just be turned upside down by the mere sequence of who u asked "first"
well a certain someone something sure told me what u said
i mean its like u know paying money to a company whom u have legal permission from to borrow its technology or ideas to start up a business
haha only smartie people know what i am getting at
ok back to topie well since there is a questioning of that (words i have bolded in pink)
let me question your integrity first
how many hidden skeletons have you got in your closet- one full of clothes which i bet half u never wear
how many cooking up of wonderful cantebury tales can u tell?
its all linked.together one way or another
its all futile effort to build a wall made of hollow bricks between us u know
it will come tumbling own like the walls of jericho

i just cantstand it anymore
it gets so tiring
having seen through your pretense so long ago
i try to be nice and recieve all that flank from you not literally i mean

talk about the "zoo"
lucky i was ignorant abt it
u both make such a wonderful au pairs
superficially i mean
cant even bear to wave or twitch or force my mouth into a smile anymore
thats not what friends are for hokay
oh welll i guess its all about facades
u put on yours and similarly me too
get on with life

c'est la vie!


oh ya kudos to the loser who blogged about me the cherry
it just opens up my eyes to see beyond that
to sadly say -shakes head in resignation
u are a bigger loser
:)) puesdo latin names for people like u dont click
unhuh no way like totoallyyyyyy
so chi chi pls

my lover :)

haha i love my boy timothy<333 to bits haha thats all for today
he is my best case study ever pls haha
so cute and sweet doncha just love him !!! : ) smile winks blinks
stress level building up
arrgh gawd halppp me!!
weel at least i the oldie finally watched the devil wears prada
omgomgomg size 4!!!i want her figure!!

boohoohoo

why do this to me
i feel so torned up inside
though the smile on my face remains
deep down i am in such pain
ignore me please
dont hurt me anymore please

the promos are coming
i really have to pass
i need to pass
i want to pass
passing it is my life
if i fail i can jolly well jump off a building and die
i am serious
going cranky i swear
i am just going to mug my ass off
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
sheesh! ok finne. feeling down and depressed this wk
wonder if its stress or something else
oh well school is horrible
i am like falling asleep in class
barely making ito n time to school
muggin till wee hours and hwk still not done
politics.GASPS*
life is really miserable i tell you
family probs and stuff
why cant my stupid sister just grow up nd wise up
being rebellious all the time and i have to clean up the mess
wreaking up my family
mum's sad dad's angry i am at a lost
just feel like giving it up sometimes
it gets so tiring pls

anyway no matterwhat
i still have to study
i love my muggin pals
siu lok and fookie!

gosh
a monday the first day of the holiday
depressing day..dies*
went to tamp again!
pw pilot test with timothy our case study
my cute boy!!!shakeit* timothy haha.uh huh
spotted cute ite boy in the bus haha ok wearing central ite thingy uni..
too tired ot care so i slept instead..BOO.eye candy @@
well at least i mugged and did my econs hwk :)
attempting to do geog now
promos coming.. so stressed up
really need an outing to destress
study date tml with jianle fiona and joy muggin sesson intensive!
back to tamp again for my pw haha
gosh its tiring commuting frm wdlds via 168 to and fro
taking its toll on me.this auntie
luckily got the tennis keep fitclub haha tennis-ing!!YAYNESS <333

am feeling emo and nostalgic these few days.. i wonder why
maybe because i saw your pic on friendster
seen hw u r wasting your life away now.
what happened to the cheerful crapper knew for two years
sadly we can never return to the past
cheryl cheryl snap out of it.lol
-pops my comfort chocolate in to my mouth

sat
i went out for a drive with boy
haha
went to ulu lim chu kang.place full of farms and cemetries!!!
attempted to slack inthe car and race along the empty deserted roads so fun pls
haha..chilled and drank my grapwe vodlka
girl talk with him haha gayass
went exploring ard that uluated area in the dead of the night
its like 4 in the morning
made a turn to a smaller lane
OHMYGAWD LAH
FACE TO FACE WITH CHINESE TOMBSTONES AND INSCRIPTIONS AND PHOTOS
i swear my heart stopped!
luckily we scooted and went home to slp
traumatising yet fun day! yay!

am starting to be swayed to go clubbing and away frm my bks
no cheryl
-shakes bangs head NO NO NO!!!!

whatever it may be-
ignore me pls-
its too huritng-
cant you see-