boohoohoo

why do this to me
i feel so torned up inside
though the smile on my face remains
deep down i am in such pain
ignore me please
dont hurt me anymore please

the promos are coming
i really have to pass
i need to pass
i want to pass
passing it is my life
if i fail i can jolly well jump off a building and die
i am serious
going cranky i swear
i am just going to mug my ass off
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
sheesh! ok finne. feeling down and depressed this wk
wonder if its stress or something else
oh well school is horrible
i am like falling asleep in class
barely making ito n time to school
muggin till wee hours and hwk still not done
politics.GASPS*
life is really miserable i tell you
family probs and stuff
why cant my stupid sister just grow up nd wise up
being rebellious all the time and i have to clean up the mess
wreaking up my family
mum's sad dad's angry i am at a lost
just feel like giving it up sometimes
it gets so tiring pls

anyway no matterwhat
i still have to study
i love my muggin pals
siu lok and fookie!